Lomography Tag of the Day - filter
for droplets and drains,
for waiting on weather with watery eyes
all full of distain
So much for sunshine,
'cause it never came.
The clouds opened up,
I peered past the dust, and it all looked the same
So much for sinners,
We’ll all share the blame.
The infantry shot to the sky,
and now all has been covered in flames.
So much for heartache, so much for pain,
so much for waiting and wanting something
I could never sustain
So much for August, so much for May
So much for everything I ever wanted that faded away.
So much for everything I ever loved that faded away.
I don’t say this enough, but I really love my bestfriend. Everyone says we’re as opposite as opposites can get but I think that’s only on the surface. Fundamentally I’m glad we share the same principals and beliefs, love for the people around us, and dreams to be girls that can change the world in really really good way; we’re a perfect team. ( :
So she thinks I listen to “dead people music” and I can’t get her to sit through Juno/Eternal Sunshine with me ever…but really those things don’t matter. Maybe because deep down they don’t matter to me either.
What I hold close is that God had made me already brilliant at 5 years old to pick the right girl to do life with. She gets, loves and accepts me as myself wholly and without question even though sometimes (most times) I can get really stupid.
After 14 years and I’m still choosing you and you’re still choosing me. At 19 and I can say that’s truly one thing in my life I am proud of; you and me.
Chocolate chunk muffins for Ellie! I specially used my mom’s low cholesterol eggs for you so I mean these might as well be low fat right? Yah.
Feel like I’m just treading water. Moving and producing energy but not moving anywhere. Or maybe moving in all directions but with no progression in any one of them. I don’t know but one thing I’m sure is that though I don’t know what God has purposed for me yet, I know that being stagnant and defeated is not in His plan.
Tonight I feel weak but tomorrow’s a new day so I will stop whining now nights